ALTER EGO
 
Chapter 15
 

Copyright:  Saturday, March 15, 2008 10:09:09 PM
 


          Tommy’s weather-wise arm, and the long-range meteorologists, had been right.  Thick black clouds boiled across the sky just before dawn.  Dust devils swirled up and down the beach as the quickening winds, like a fretful child, tossed handfuls of sand into the air.
          This particular scene was only one tiny segment of the entire movie, but it promised to be one of the most dramatic.  No one wanted to miss watching the filming.  So Marty and Paddy supervised erecting several big interconnecting tents near the lower cave, while Jimbo headed the team that dismantled Set Two’s equipment and moved it to the long beach.  It took every available crewman to fasten everything in place, and erase their tracks from the well-traveled beach, before rain started pelting down.
          Darkness was blanketing the island hours ahead of schedule.  Paul was determined not to waste a single minute.  Even before all the remote lights and cameras were in place, he had Alex and Allie running up and down the beach, spitting out wind-driven sand as they shouted each other’s names.
          In reality, they were only staggering toward each other down a narrow forty-yard corridor.  That was how far their high-powered lights could penetrate through the wind and driving rain.
          Several different cameras would be tracking each of them.  On the first take, they’d deliberately pass each other without glancing aside.  Skillful editing from multiple angles would foster the illusion that they were frantically searching the entire island for each other.
          If the first pass was successful, they’d return to their original places and struggle through the storm-tossed darkness a second time.  Only this time, they’d manage to locate each other at a predetermined midway point, and stagger together toward their nearby firelit cave.
          Kayla wanted to snicker as they paced through their practice runs.  She knew that the finished movie would be magnificent.  But right now they just looked ridiculous, urgently shouting for each other when they were only an arm’s length apart.  How on earth did they keep from bursting into hysterical laughter?
          The buffeting wind suddenly turned cold, and everyone dashed for the billowing tents.  A few moments later, darkness descended as if a switch had been thrown.  The powerful spotlights kicked on. Icy rain began pelting down.
          Kayla’s heart lurched into her throat as brilliant blue-white lightning flickered across the sky.  Suddenly the beach seemed very dangerous and terrifying!  Was she insane, to have written a scene that might get someone killed?
          Alex was at the corridor’s northern edge, facing into the driving wind.  One long arm shielded his eyes as sand whipped into his angular face.  Allie was at the other end, bracing her feet as heavy gusts threatened to hurl her face-first into the nearest shifting dune.  Rivulets of water were already dripping from their hair and battered clothes.
          Paul’s voice thundered through the speakers, and they lurched into motion.  Every cameraman followed their movements with extreme care, so that the scene could be completed as quickly as possible.
          Something crashed nearby, shaking the ground.  Allie jolted, and flung up an instinctive hand to ward off the danger.  Her face looked sheet-white as another bolt of lightning sizzled overhead, far too close for comfort.  Then she gathered her wits, and awkwardly staggered on.
          Other monitors showed Alex’s stumbling progress.  A huge broken branch sailed over his head, then vanished beyond the spotlights.  He ducked to avoid getting gashed, and fell forward on his knees.  Booming thunder drowned out his urgent shouts as he staggered up, and lurched forward another few steps.
          He wasn’t acting now.  The storm was fighting him every step of the way.  Kayla knew it, could feel it, with every labored breath he sucked in.  She clutched Tommy’s comforting hand so hard that his fingers went numb.  Part of her wanted to whirl away, to bury her face against his chest until Alex was safely inside the cave.  But she couldn’t force her dilated gaze away from the glowing monitors.
          Ropes were stretched across both ends of the corridor, out of the spotlights’ range, so he and Allie would know when to stop.  Alex stumbled into his, and breathlessly staggered to a halt.  Paul’s shouted commands were almost drowned out by another crash of thunder.
          Time to head back to his starting place, at the other end of the corridor.  Alex let the shrill wind propel him along.  Icy gusts whipped at his light jacket.  Normally he and Allie would have sauntered by each other, exchanging light banter or taunting jibes.  Not tonight.  He felt sorry for his plucky co-star as she fought her way back to her own mark.  It was one thing to face into the storm himself, another thing entirely for her to endure it.
          At least this time, instead of deliberately passing her halfway, he’d be able to grab her hand and race for the sheltering trees.
          He was barely in place when the lights flashed twice, their signal to start running again.  Bellowing "Conners!" at irregular intervals, he put his head down and imagined barreling through an entire football team.  The tiny microphone clipped inside his shirt might or might not pick up his frantic shouts.  If it didn’t, they’d be recreated later, in a cozy little sound booth.  That was the least of his worries right now.
          His skin felt like a thousand fiery needles were being driven bone-deep.  Was it possible to be scoured raw by wind-driven sand?  Wouldn’t that look great on the cover of People Magazine!
          Why in hell was he out here, anyway, battling the raw elements?  This was insane!  He should have listened to his parents and become an accountant, or maybe a pro baseball player!  There were a thousand safer ways to make a living!
          Then he saw his partner staggering through the driving rain.  That brief moment of doubt vanished like the dazzling lightning over his head.  He’d been born to act, born for just such a challenging scene!  And by God, he’d make their hearts lurch with terror and relief!
          Something whipped fiercely past Allie’s legs.  He caught her just before her knees buckled, saving her from a painful fall.  "You okay?"
          Allie was soaking wet, ghostly pale, and exhausted from battling the storm.  Her fingers felt like ice.  Every muscle in her body ached as if she’d fought ten rounds with the reigning champ--and lost.
          She’d never felt so gloriously alive!
         She managed a vigorous nod as Alex curled a protective arm around her shoulders.  The audience would love that spontaneous, unrehearsed gesture.
          Her answering shout was carried away on the wind.  Turning, she pointed toward the warm firelit cave.  Alex nodded and changed direction with her, dodging airborne missiles with uncanny instinct.
          Thick mud had turned the slight hillside treacherous.  They slipped and slithered, clutching at trailing vines and each other, then burst through the low cave entrance with heartfelt sighs of relief.
          The golden, crackling fire beckoned.  Alex thought he’d never seen anything more warm and welcoming.  He and Allie weakly collapsed beside it, panting for breath.  The sudden silence made his ears ring.
          Allie glanced up first, and the line she’d been about to quote was forgotten.  "Mac, you’re bleeding."
          Alex gingerly touched his abraded chin, and frowned at the specks of blood on his fingertips.  "Looks like I won’t need to shave for a while," he quipped, forcing a wry grin.  "Could have been a lot worse.  You okay, Conners?"
          "Sure!"  She managed a breathless laugh, raked both hands through her sodden hair, and remembered her lines.  "No problem!  Next time you decide to do an Indian rain dance, warn me first, will you?"
          Inside the sheltering tent, Kayla sank down into the nearest chair.  Her knees were shaking with reaction.
          They’d made it.  They were safe.  The storm had tried to kill them--and the storm had lost.  She wanted to cry with relief.
          Alex suddenly broke out of character, and looked straight at the nearest camera, a devilish gleam in his dark eyes.  "If you make us reshoot that scene, Jerry," he warned, pitching his voice to carry clearly through the remote microphones, "I will have to kill you.  Very slowly and very unprofessionally.  And I will enjoy every moment of it!"
          Behind him, Allie laughed, and dramatically sprawled on her back.  "Well?" she demanded, shaking a finger at the hidden camera.  "Is that a wrap?"
          Director and producer exchanged a quick glance.  Both looked smugly satisfied.  "That," Paul said into his microphone, "was the most incredible piece of acting you’ve ever done.  And I never, ever, want to have to endure that again!"
          "Who was acting?"  Alex’s rich drawling laughter echoed through the flapping tent.  "That was a gen-yu-wine death struggle!"
          Tommy wiped sweat off his forehead, and sank down beside Kayla.  No one could have predicted that the storm would turn so violent, so fast.  But what an incredible scene!  It would bring the critics to their knees.  It had damned near brought him to his, when Allie had almost been knocked flat by that flying branch!
          The set crews had been avidly watching the monitor arrays over his shoulder.  A palpable wave of relief swept through them as Jerry and Paul gave their official approval.  Triumph filled the wind-battered tent like heady perfume.
          Beers were cracked open, and lifted in noisy salutes, as the gale howled outside.  Kayla sat in the thick of it, and absorbed the excitement like a growing flower absorbs sunlight.
          Like her two beloved friends, she’d never felt so alive, so vital, in her entire life.

• • • • • •

          The dramatic impact still hadn’t dimmed when she watched the playback monitors, three days later.  Every time Mac stumbled, or Connors jolted at a burst of lightning, Kayla’s heart lurched into her throat.  She’d never been so scared before.  And she never wanted to feel that way again.
          She could have lost him.  It hadn’t really sunk in before.  When he’d nearly slipped on the cliffs, he could have been smashed to pieces on the rocks far below.  During the storm, he could have been hit by lightning, crushed by a tree.
          He could have been killed.  And it would have been all her fault, because she’d written the script, and she’d insisted that the movie be filmed here.  Just like she’d insisted that Patrick accompany her to the pub that fateful last night.
          If something had happened to Alex, she would have been to blame.  Could she live with that?
          Did she have any choice?
         The career he’d chosen had created and shaped him, just as he’d created and shaped the character he portrayed.  It was who and what Alex Matthews was.  If she couldn’t accept that, and the occasional danger that went with his demanding job, she had no business caring about him in any way.
          Which brought her right back to the original dilemma.  She did care.  Far more than she should.
          So what was she going to do about it?

• • • • • •

          More hot sultry days slid by, blending smoothly together until, quite unexpectedly, another whole month was gone.  Kayla looked somberly at her daily calendar, and knew that her time in this delightful island paradise was running out.  There were only a few scenes left to shoot:  Conners’ cautious exploration of the island’s dank eastern catacombs, the final showdown between Mac and Bryce Spencer, a few miscellaneous food-gathering and spear-fishing clips.
          Back on the mainland, post-production crews were already sifting through their initial completed footage.  The plane crash scene, filmed nearly five months earlier, had required a clever mix of high-tech studio sets and open-ocean photography.  Jerry’s skilled sfx teams were already tweaking it into a nonstop hair-raising sequence guaranteed to perch the audience on the edges of their seats.
          Over thirty hours of footage had been filmed on the island itself, because so many scenes had required multiple camera angles.  The real key to making a successful movie, Paul had told them, was being able to pick out the very best angles, ruthlessly cull out everything else, and then let the special effects crews work their own special magic.  The result would be a feature movie worthy of the series’ excellent reputation.
          Traditionally, cast and crew held a boisterous party after each season’s final episode, followed by a well-deserved vacation at Club Med or various private retreats.  Then, pampered and rejuvenated, they’d regroup at the studio to begin filming again.
          Since this movie was being filmed between two seasons--"squeezed between the cracks," as Tommy laughingly phrased it--there would be no luxurious vacations after the filming ended.  This week they’d be wrapping up on the island, packing, returning to the mainland.  Next week, they’d be back at the studio, starting work on Season Eight.
          It was a brutal schedule.  But no one was complaining.  Not out loud, anyway.  They were an experienced crew.  They understood that surviving Hollywood’s capricious whims meant going extra lengths to stay ahead of the competition.
          Jerry could be an unreasonable tyrant when the situation demanded, but he understood the need to maintain high morale.  So when he ordered supplies for this cast party, he pulled out all the stops.
          Jimbo’s team had already begun disassembling Set Two, and packing equipment into big shipping crates.  Huge cargo helicopters from Fiji began to arrive every evening, disgorging exotic party supplies.  The heavy crates were loaded aboard in their place, and returned to the mainland, where they would eventually be shipped back to L.A.
          Every day for a week, the ‘party pile’ grew.  Special generators kept the refrigerated boxes cold.  Insulated beer and wine casks were piled in the shade, and surrounded on all sides by massive food crates.  "To keep us all honest," Alex quipped, as he helped Roland manhandle one of them into place.  "You’d think Jerry didn’t trust us!"
          Kayla had half-expected the pace to slacken a bit during the final days.  Yet if anything, it seemed to her that the crews were even busier than before.  Dozens of extra stand-in and action scenes were re-shot, just in case a different angle was needed.  After all, they couldn’t very well return for last-minute retakes once they’d returned to L.A.
          And then, quite suddenly, it was all over.  The filming was officially done.  The booms and lights and cameras were all safely stored away.  Only the upper cave set remained intact, to be disassembled after the big party.
          Kayla watched Marty and Dean supervise the cooking and decorations with mixed emotions.  On the one hand, it would be a fine rollicking night.  A dozen long tables were filled to overflowing with delicious food.  Sparkling wine and beer kegs were plentiful.  A well-known rock band had flown in on the last chopper, and the musicians were busy testing their instruments.  Brief snatches of music echoed along the shore and across the curving bay.
          Kayla’s wheelchair ramps had been cannibalized, and rebuilt into a wide dancing stage.  And as a special surprise, Jerry had even flown in the crew’s various girlfriends, who were even now giggling and flirting outrageously with their men instead of helping with preparations.
          Of everything, Kayla was most looking forward to the dancing.  Maybe she wasn’t yet up to a two-step or a jig--but she could dance!  She could hardly wait to kick up her heels, and prove to the world that she was finally cured!
          On the other hand...
         Tomorrow evening, the magic was finally ending.  They were heading home.  Alex would be flying back to L.A., with all its bright lights and bawdy entertainment.  Her quiet little home was on the opposite end of the country.
          Oh, she’d see him again, at the movie’s premier, or when she flew out to work with Jerry and Paul on several new Season Eight episodes.  She was already brimming with excellent ideas for the season-ending cliffhanger.
          But that would be weeks away.  She’d gotten so used to seeing his handsome face every morning, noon, and night.  How could she ever survive being alone again?
          You won’t be alone.  You’ll still have Patrick.
          Yes, she’d still have Patrick.  She would never truly be alone, as long as he was still with her.  And how she loved him, even now!
          But after falling in love again, and deliberately walking away...would that be enough?

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