ALTER-EGO
 
Chapter 7
 

Copyright:  Saturday, March 15, 2008 10:42:14 PM
 


          Kayla’s surprise had to wait.
          The filming on Set Two went so well, Paul and Jerry decided to tape another scene that hadn’t been scheduled for two more weeks.  That put them ahead, in the grand scheme, but delayed dinner by three hours.  And word had spread, so everyone wanted to be present when Jimbo presented Kayla with the crutches.
          Then the set crew devised some ingenious modifications that--they hoped--would allow her to navigate the long golden-white beach.  So several more days passed before they were finally satisfied.
          Breakfast was always a noisy affair, complete with raucous shouted orders over the general hubbub of clinking plates and sizzling frying pans.  Jerry believed in fueling his teams with a hearty meal before dawn, to keep them energized all morning.  It was also an ideal time to review any last-minute changes to the day’s schedule.  Quite often all three filming locations were bustling concurrently, and timing was critical.
          He and Paul had been forewarned of the unusual addition to their morning routine.  But it still came as a surprise when Jimbo started clanging his fork against a tin mug, and the entire camp fell expectantly silent.
          "I ain’t one for fancy words and speeches," he began, rising to his full imposing height.  "Gonna leave that to the pros."  And he cast a teasing smirk in Alex’s direction, because ‘Mac’ was famous for his long, compelling discourses on every imaginable subject.
          Alex answered the taunting challenge with a good-natured obscene gesture.  Jeering laughs and catcalls rebounded across the clearing as Jimbo ignored the anatomically impossible suggestion.  "Now children," he chided, shaking his head in mock reproof.  "Y’all know better than talkin’ that way around such fine ladies!"
          The ladies promptly added their own laughing, improbable suggestions to the furor.  Jimbo rolled his dark eyes, and chuckled at their creativity.
          "All right, that’s enough," he finally boomed.  "We ain’t got all day, and there’s somethin’ I wanta say."
          "Say it, then!" Willy ordered, slamming his coffee mug on the long wooden table.  "Sun’s comin’ over the mountain, and it’s gonna be blazin’ hot in a few minutes!"
          "All right, then."  Jimbo’s expressive face suddenly became serious.  "They say that folk on a movie set are real superstitious, and I reckon that’s true enough.  We all fret about bad luck every time things don’t go just right.  And we prob’ly all got some kinda good luck charm with us."  Reflexively he touched the worn silver amulet dangling beneath his bull neck.
          "Get to the point, Jim!" Paul yelled across the clearing.
          The big man jammed both fists on his hips.  "What you think I’m tryin’ to do?  Tapdance naked for charity?"
          Then he sobered again.  "I say we’ve all been extra lucky since we’ve come here.  Weather’s mostly holding, no one’s been hurt, equipment’s running fine, filming’s going even better than we’d dared hope.  I know it ain’t one person’s doing, but I’m awful glad that one person’s here with us.  And I hope she’ll stay with us, all the way to the end!"
          Kayla blushed crimson as the entire crew surged to their feet and began cheering.  Never in her life had she experienced such complete acceptance!  Hot tears burned in her eyes, and she quickly blinked them away.
          "I ain’t done!"  Jimbo thudded his fist against the long table to regain their attention.  "Listen up now, I ain’t done!"
          When silence fell this time, the hush was tense with growing excitement.
         "You done had a lot of bad luck in your life," he continued, turning to face Kayla directly.  "Maybe that’s why you’re such good luck for us.  But it ain’t fair that you’re stuck in one place, when there’s so much you wanta see.  So me and the boys, we decided to give part of that good luck back to you.  And we made you a little somethin’ that just might help."
          Charlie pulled a long wrapped bundle from under his bench, and carried it over to Kayla’s table.  "C’mon, open it!" he urged, when she hesitated and glanced at Brigit for moral support.
          Slowly she reached for the leather thongs holding the package closed, and tugged on them.  Sun-bleached fabric fell away to reveal two long pieces of hand-carved white wood, and a matching pair of oval wooden bases.
          "Crutches," she whispered, her voice husky with emotion.  "You made crutches for me!"
          Brigit had known about their surprise for days, but the wooden bases were an innovation.  "What are these for?" she asked, touching one with a curious finger.
          Jimbo’s proud smile outshone the rising sun.  "Guess you could call ’em sand-shoes," he explained.  "Hook ’em to the crutches, an’ you can stand on ’em.  They’ll keep you from sinkin’ into the sand.  I figure with a little practice, you’ll be scootin’ all over the island in no time!"
          This time Kayla couldn’t hold back the tears.  But she didn’t care.  These brash, bawdy men had given her a gift more precious than gold.  The double bars were strengthening her arms, her legs, her back.  Now she could take the next vital step forward, in every sense of the word, and walk again!
          "You already knew, didn’t you?" she hiccupped through her tears, as Brigit and Allie leaned close to hug her.  "Oh, Jimbo, they’re the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen!"
          The big man blushed with pleasure.  "Renee wanted to paint ’em for you, but we figured you should try ’em out first, make sure they fit an’ all."
          She felt powerful, full of surging excitement.  "I want to try them now.  Brigit, help me up!"
          Her table was at the upper edge of the beach, where sand blended with hard-packed dirt, and became solid.  It would be the perfect surface to test her slowly returning balance.
          To her surprise, Alex’s big hand came into view, and he helped Brigit pull her upright.  It was the first time he’d voluntarily touched her, and she felt wild heat sweep through her entire body.
          The crutches fit as if they’d been custom-matched to her slender body.  And the shoulder pads were surprisingly soft and comfortable against her ribs.  She opted, this first time, to leave the sand-shoes off, and let her feet rest on the dusty ground.  There would be time, later, to experiment with them along the sloping beach.
          Her balance had improved dramatically after three weeks of struggling between the sturdy double bars.  Gradually she relaxed her arms and shoulders, letting more weight rest on her splayed feet.  She could stand for nearly five minutes now without falling.
          But they weren’t waiting to see her just stand.  They were waiting to see her walk!
          Taking a deep breath, she shifted her weight to the left, and carefully lifted her right foot.  The sudden silence was deafening.  She knew that Alex and Brigit were hovering on either side of her, ready to catch and support her.  She ignored them.
          The dirt felt cool beneath her sandaled foot.  Cautiously she eased the right crutch forward, then concentrated on moving her left foot.  For one precarious moment she felt off-balance, and half-sensed Alex grabbing for her arm.  Brigit waved him back as she righted herself, and slid the left crutch into place.
          "Again."  She was barely aware that she’d spoken aloud.  Her total focus was centered on forcing her leaden feet to move forward, a few inches at a time.
          Four steps.  Five!  Six!
          Panting, she sagged back, and let the luxurious padding cushion her weight.  By God, she was going to do it!  No matter what it took, she was going to walk again!
          Sweat was dripping into her eyes.  She didn’t care.  Nothing mattered but success as she made her slow, unsteady way across the clearing toward Jimbo.
         
Patrick, I’m doing it!  Look at me, I’m going to walk again!  And someday, I’ll be able to run just like we used to do, back when we first met!
          It didn’t take any great genius to see that pride was pushing her past exhaustion and common sense.  But Jimbo resisted the impulse to meet her halfway.  There’d be a price to pay for overextending herself, and he knew she’d pay it without protest.  Right now, proving herself was far more important.
          Something unfamiliar clenched in Alex’s chest as he watched her slowly hobble past the smoking grill.  All his life, he’d taken walking for granted.  And why not, when he’d been so blessed with a healthy, active body?  But never again.  Never again!
          Valuable time was slipping by.  But Jerry realized that he didn’t care.  Every now and again, some things were more important than budgets and schedules.  So he held his silence as the sun’s first rays inched over the mountaintop, throwing vivid light into Kayla’s shoulder-length auburn hair.  Nothing on the morning’s docket could possibly be more crucial than this magical moment.
          Every muscle in Kayla’s body was screaming for relief.  Panting, she forced her protesting legs to take one more agonizing step.  Just one more, and she’d be there!
          Rousing cheers filled the early morning air as she staggered to a stop directly in front of Jimbo, and stood there weaving with exhaustion.  She’d done it!  She’d walked on her own two legs all the way across the clearing!
          "I did it!"  Her low voice was shaky as she turned to grin triumphantly at Brigit.  But it was Alex’s wondering face that drew her full attention.  "I am going to walk down that beach!  I am going to do it!"
          He believed her.  Nothing seemed impossible at that golden instant, with the rising sun shining in her luminous sapphire eyes.
          Brigit and Jimbo both jumped forward as she wobbled.  Alex got there first, and swept her into his arms without a second thought.  "Not today, sweetheart," he gently chided, as her new crutches clattered to the ground.  "There’ll be plenty of time later for running marathons.  Right now, you need rest.  You’ve earned it!"
          It seemed like a misty dream, as he carried her back across the clearing and up the ramp that led to her small hut.  Was it only imagination that made her head seem to fit so perfectly against the curve of his neck?  Surely he couldn’t really be touching her, holding her, when he found her so repulsive!
          "Mac?"  Weariness was taking its toll, making her light-headed with reaction.  Chills swept down the length of her aching body as sweat began to cool on her flushed skin.  "Why do you hate me so much?"
          She thought that he looked down at her strangely.  Then the darkened hut was safe, secure around her, tugging her down into painless oblivion.  Never before had she been so bone-tired, so grateful for the thin mattress beneath her lifeless body.
          "I could never hate you, Kayla," she thought she heard him murmur, an instant before he bent to lightly kiss her forehead.
          She must be dreaming now, and oh, what a sweet dream it was!
         A whimsical smile curved her lips as he spread a sheet over her, and brushed the tousled hair from her eyes.  "Isn’t he something, Patrick?" she murmured, sighing with pleasure.  "Who’d have guessed he could be so nice..."

• • • • • •

          "Who in the hell is Patrick?"
          It wasn’t like Alex cared enough to be threatened by another man in Kayla’s life.  He had no claim on her, or any desire to start what could only be a casual fling.  There was no reason at all why hearing another man’s name, as she’d drifted off to sleep, should fill him with such nameless dread.
          He’d told himself that all day.  Yet her soft, dreamy voice had haunted him continually.  So when they finished filming on Set Three, he hurried back to camp in search of Brigit, and some answers.
          This time, at least, he managed to dredge up enough courtesy to ask her, instead of forcibly dragging her into the bushes.  But Brigit had spent a long, tiring day herself, and her volatile temper was on a short fuse.
          "How do you know about Patrick?" she demanded, jamming both fists on her slim hips and scowling up at him.
          Uh oh, mother bear defending her cub, he realized with a sudden warning jolt.  It would have been amusing, if he hadn’t felt so damned unnerved.  "She was talking to him, or at him maybe, when I laid her down to rest this morning," he muttered, rubbing damp palms on his dirty ripped jeans.  "I thought she was delirious or something."
          Brigit relaxed, and the brimming fury faded from her eyes.  "Aye," she sighed.  "She does that sometimes.  Never when she thinks anyone can hear her.  It’s a lot of trust she’s placed in you, Mac."
          Suddenly he knew, and wished he hadn’t asked.  "Patrick was her husband."
          The weary nurse released a deep sigh.  "Aye, the light an’ love of her life.  But I’ll not be tellin’ you any more about him," she warned, slanting another fierce look up at him.  "If you’ve that strong a need to know, you’ll have to ask her yourself."
          Alex felt his guts clench.  Asking meant forcing her to relive that devastating accident.  Even to satisfy his own churning curiosity, that was something he could never do.  "Is she feeling better now?" he ventured instead.
          Should she tell him about the torturous muscle spasms, the stress-induced fever, the hot and cold packs she’d applied to Kayla’s traumatized muscles all day?  The girl had paid dearly for her moment of triumph that morning.
          But oh, how proud she’d been of her victory!
         "She pushed herself too hard."  That much Brigit could admit without compromising Kayla’s pride.  "She’s been workin’ so hard to get back into shape, but she wasn’t ready for that."
          Wondering pride filled her musical voice as she shook her head in disbelief.  "Eighteen steps, when the most she’s ever managed before now was five!"
          "And she was only using the crutches for balance."  Until that moment, he hadn’t realized just what an incredible feat he’d witnessed.  "My God, no wonder she was so exhausted!"
          "Aye."  Now Brigit’s freckled face was grim with resolve.  "And I aim to see it won’t happen again, not like that.  Slow an’ steady from here on out, or I’ll take the crutches away from her myself.  She’ll do herself no good by pushin’ too hard."
          "What can I do to help?"
          His impulsive question startled Brigit.  She had no doubt that a fling with Alex Matthews would be wild and passionate.  But Kayla would open her heart without reservations.  And the inevitable heartbreak when he moved on to greener pastures would be devastating.
          She’d taken a mental vow not to interfere--but she didn’t want to see her best friend hurt by someone who seemed so incapable of genuine emotion.
          This was a side of him, though, that she’d never seen before.
          Her old Gran had believed implicitly in her ‘healing touch,’ the way she could reach into people and see what really hurt.  Impulsively she lifted a hand, and touched Alex’s roughened cheek with cautious fingers.  Yes, there was pain lurking inside this man, of a type she’d never expected.
          For an instant she was tempted to soothe...
          No.  This wasn’t a cut or scrape that she could heal with ointment and a simple band-aid.  He needed to find his own answers, chart his own path through the minefields scattered across his troubled psyche.
          "She needs a friend, someone she can trust an’ confide in," she murmured, stepping back again.  "Be her friend, Mac.  An’ don’t you dare hurt her."


Home Up Chapter 12 Chapter 8