THE X-FILES - "Obsession"
 
Chapter 2
 

 Copyright:  Wednesday, March 09, 2005 11:08:15 PM
 
 
 

 
WASHINGTON NATIONAL AIRPORT
WASHINGTON, D.C.
NEXT DAY - 6:00 A.M.
 

          Even at dawn, Washington National Airport was bustling with travelers, businessmen, tourists. Sleepy-eyed people of every age, every nationality, every financial strata straggled through the wide, brightly-lit corridors. This, Mulder mused as he followed Scully into a security checkpoint and surrendered his battered overnight bag, was the true American ‘melting pot.’ A vast hodgepodge of colors and creeds unmatched anywhere else in the world.
          Sometimes he loved D.C., and sometimes he hated it. The nation’s bustling capital radiated an intense energy, a dynamic vitality, that he’d never sensed anywhere else. Anything could happen here--and frequently did.
          Over the years, most of his colleagues had tired of the frenetic, unceasing activity. But he never would, no matter how far he traveled or how long he lived. Mulder found a curious comfort in that sudden realization.
          The security guard’s eyebrows flickered in mild surprise as both agents flashed their FBI badges, surrendered their weapons for inspection, and walked briskly through the metal-sensitive ‘cage.’ Probably wasn’t used to seeing government agents dressed so casually, Mulder reflected as he retrieved his 9mm on the other side, and tucked it securely in its holster again. Well, he couldn’t dress like a GQ advertisement all the time, not if he wanted to retain a grip on his already-tenuous sanity!
          His comfortable blue jeans and dark-green polo shirt might not be the FBI’s traditional uniform, but dammit, he was on vacation! Not a vacation of his choosing, perhaps, but nevertheless he intended to make the most of it.
          Ignoring the security guard’s disgruntled sideways glance, he retrieved his worn leather jacket and battered flight bag off the narrow conveyer belt. It always irked him that just because he was a Federal agent, everyone assumed that he should have brand-new, expensive luggage. He liked his weather-beaten old backpack. Each faded stain, every hand-mended rip spoke to him, reminding him of the incredible adventures he and Scully had survived over the past several years. Those were memories he never wanted to lose.
          His impatient partner was already stepping onto the first moving slideway ramp. She was still resentful about being dragged away from her precious laboratory cubicle--and truthfully, he couldn’t blame her. Only yesterday morning, he’d received a very intriguing report from New Mexico, one that might help solve several bizarre local murders.
          If he’d had his way, they’d be boarding a plane heading in the opposite direction right now. But like it or not, they were committed to this vacation. Fretting about it was pointless. He could only hope that the unknown murderer, or murderers, would take their own short vacation until he returned. As if Gallup’s frightened citizens would get that lucky...
          "Scully, wait up!" Several sleepier travelers edged out of his way as he jogged down the creeping slidewalk to catch up with her.
          She turned just enough to acknowledge his appearance, then pointedly looked away again.
          Mulder sighed. Years of shared hardships and dangers had melded them into an unbeatable team. In crisis situations, they thought as one, reacted as one. They knew and trusted each other implicitly. Yet there were disadvantages to such an intimate emotional bonding. Scully always knew when he was withholding information from her, and she resented it fiercely. Nor could he blame her; he’d been fighting against secrecy and far-fetched conspiracies most of his adult life.
          He was hiding something now, and hated himself for it. Hated Skinner for forcing him into such an unenviable position. Hated the Joint Council for forcing a showdown.
          Sometimes it seemed like the only person he didn’t hate was Scully herself.
          Yesterday’s bitter meeting with Skinner echoed through Mulder’s mind again as they found their assigned terminal, and waited for an attendant to process their e-tickets. He wanted to divulge the entire conversation--but this was one of those rare times when Scully was better off not knowing everything. And he hated that, too.
          Damn it, it just wasn’t fair! Skinner understood them, and their bizarre cases, better than anyone else in the Bureau! Why hadn’t he been willing to see reason this time, as he had so many times before?

• • • • • •

          "I’m worried about Agent Scully," Skinner had told him, the moment he’d entered his supervisor’s spartan office. "This obsession of hers is starting to affect her judgment."
          Mulder had been expecting a terse briefing on their newest X-File. Skinner’s harsh denouncement was so totally unexpected, he was stunned speechless for several moments.
          Surely he’d heard wrong! Their tight-lipped Assistant Director could be harsh at times, but he was always scrupulously honest and fair with his agents. And he’d supported Scully’s clandestine research, at considerable risk to his own position, ever since their dramatic return from Antarctica over four years ago.
          "Sir, you of all people should understand what we’re trying to accomplish," he protested, sinking numbly into a padded leather chair. "Scully’s research could be the key to a vaccine that..."
          Skinner cut him off with an impatient gesture. "I understand more than you think, Agent Mulder," he warned, clenching his teeth around each angry word. "But I’m under considerable pressure from my own superiors." His round face was grim with warning, and the brown eyes behind his wire-rimmed glasses were stern. "They feel that your so-called ‘alien virus’ is a nonexistent threat. Agent Scully’s obsession to find a cure is, therefore, an unacceptable use of her time and efforts--and of the Bureau’s resources."
          He couldn’t count the number of times Fox Mulder had sat in that very chair, facing him across his wide mahogany desk, jade eyes aflame with raw untamable passion.
          No one else wanted responsibility for Mulder or his bizarre X-Files Project--so Skinner had been charged with keeping the Bureau’s most brilliant agent under control.
          It was a thankless task. But overall, he’d succeeded fairly well.
         The best way to keep Mulder contained was to give him exactly what he craved--every outlandish, inexplicable, unsolvable case that came across Skinner’s desk. And until recently, Agent Scully had offset his impetuous nature with a calm, controlled logic that balanced his wild theories, keeping him intent yet focused. Together they formed an invincible team, and he valued them more than any other agents in his department.
          Things had changed over the last few years, though. Now, ironically, Scully presented the greater danger. If they hadn’t acquired an anonymous new champion on the Joint Council, he had no doubt that they’d have faced permanent censure long before now.
          As usual, Mulder seemed to read his troubled thoughts with uncanny ease. Skinner still couldn’t help wondering, in the most private recesses of his mind, whether Mulder’s unprecedented telepathic abilities really had vanished over time. It was an unnerving thought, far worse than the clandestine surveillance he occasionally endured. At least then, they could only spy on his body and his words. His thoughts remained inviolate...
          "Sir, we all know that the Joint Council thinks I’m full of shit because I couldn’t bring back any proof of alien life from Antarctica," Mulder was grumbling. "Or from Mexico City, or from Panama, or any of the other places we’ve searched. But that doesn’t alter the facts. Agent Scully’s research is of vital importance!"
          Skinner released a heavy sigh, and fought to contain his growing impatience. "Agent Scully’s research has drawn considerable attention, and not only from the Joint Council," he warned. "Several interested parties, not all of them within our own government, are disturbed by her preliminary results. And since it’s not yet possible to test her vaccine prototype on human test subjects, she is currently in a very dangerous position."
          A manic gleam lit Mulder’s eyes. "We know that the Tunguska experiments are still being conducted..."
          "No!" Skinner slammed both fists down on his desk, and rose to tower over his impetuous subordinate. "Absolutely not, Agent Mulder! The Siberian border is closed to you! The Joint Council will not sanction another clandestine excursion to the Tunguska prison camp, not for any reason."
          Mulder choked back a bitter groan of despair. The aliens had invested too much time and effort in their Colonization Project to simply abandon it! Why couldn’t he make anyone understand how vulnerable humanity was right now?
          "If we can’t develop a viable vaccine, and test it in time..." He was on his feet, nose to nose with Skinner, though he had no recollection of jumping up or bracing both fists on his superior’s desk. "And there’s not much time left! You know that!"
          Skinner raised a restraining hand. Out of long habit, Mulder reluctantly subsided. "Officially the Tunguska prison camp doesn’t even exist," Skinner reminded him. "So even if I could blackmail the FDA into approving tests on human test subjects--which I cannot--what good is Scully’s research? She’s risking her life, and yours, for no reason. Her obsession with that research is attracting dangerous attention--and that is a valid cause for alarm, if her declining health is not!"
          Mulder spun on his heel, and impatiently stalked back and forth across the room. "Scully and I know we’re close to the truth! But we keep getting sabotaged by the very same people who claim to be on our side!"
          Skinner stubbornly ignored his bitter inference. "The Joint Council believes that your partner’s obsession to find a nonexistent cure for a nonexistent virus is clouding her judgment, and impairing her health. She is becoming a danger to herself and others by her actions. If she cannot distance herself from that obsession, Agent Mulder, I will have no choice but to demand her permanent resignation from the FBI."
          Mulder felt--and looked--as if he’d been gut-shot.
          Skinner was in a tight corner himself, but he was not without compassion. "I’ve recommended to the Joint Council that Agent Scully be granted an extended leave of absence," he explained, trying to soften the blow. "They agree that being forced to give her son up for adoption has subjected her to an unusual amount of stress. When her health improves and her judgment can be trusted again, she’ll be free to return and resume her normal duties."
          Mulder blindly sank back into his chair. Skinner never bluffed, not when his agents’ lives or careers were at stake.
          "Scully never really relaxes, even when she does go on vacation," he bitterly reminded his supervisor. "She can’t stop thinking!"
          The barest hint of a smile curved Skinner’s lips, then vanished again. "You’ve been working hard lately, too, Agent Mulder," he calmly observed. "Maybe you should both take a vacation. Then nothing would be holding Agent Scully here."
          Skinner didn’t just want to send Scully away, Mulder realized with a quick burst of insight. He wanted them both gone, until the furor had died down. Until she ‘recovered.’ And relaxed. As if that was likely to happen.
          Frustration propelled him to his feet again. "I can’t believe this!" he fumed, stalking across the room. "I’m even more involved in this than Scully is! It’s my obsession, not hers! So why are they attacking her? Because I’ve always been considered irrational, so they don’t expect as much from me?"
          Skinner looked away. And his guilty silence spoke volumes.
          Finally he met Mulder’s narrowed eyes again, and his own were filled with mute pleading. "As a friend, Agent Mulder, I’m asking you to take Dana away from here for a few weeks," he begged. "Not forever. Just until she’s had time to put things back into perspective."
          "Or I’ll face the same penalties, is that it?" the younger man demanded.
          Suddenly he clenched both fists. "What do you believe?" he challenged. "Do you think Scully’s becoming obsessed and irrational?"
          Skinner hesitated, then pursed his lips and squarely met Mulder’s hostile gaze. "I believe that she’s skating perilously close to the line." His words emerged clipped and terse, as if his jaws were clenched against an unpalatable conclusion. "No matter how important her research may be, if she continues to endanger her health and safety, she’ll be of no use to anyone. Certainly not all the people you both hope to save."
          They faced each other in silence for several long moments. The manic part of Mulder’s troubled soul longed to rant and rave about injustice, about punishing a good agent for her dedication. But he’d been down that road before. And it never did the slightest bit of good. Anything he said right now, his pragmatic half warned, would only make matters worse.
          Besides, galling as their orders might be, he knew that Assistant Director Skinner was genuinely worried about Scully’s health and safety.
          Exile it would be, then, for two whole weeks...but not one day longer!
          If they had to be sent away, at least he could pick his own destination for a change. Some remote tropical island filled with gorgeous babes in bikinis--and not a single X-File in sight.
          He slowly straightened, nodded once, and left the room without a backward glance.
          Skinner watched him stalk out the door, and wearily shook his head. Some days, he really hated this job.

• • • • • •

          The entire exchange flashed through Mulder’s mind in an instant as he watched his partner stare moodily out the nearest window.
          The Joint Council was wrong. Scully was neither obsessed nor irrational. She was a dedicated scientist, on the verge of a tremendous medical breakthrough that could mean salvation for their entire world. Those incompetent bastards couldn’t have chosen a worse time to interrupt her intensive research!
          Because they’re scared, his cynical half scoffed. Scared that we can prove what they don’t want to admit.
          Well, for better or worse, he was obeying orders like a good little soldier. Two weeks in sun-drenched Bermuda, sipping Mai-tai’s under waving palm trees, swimming in the warm ocean, basking on some faraway pristine beach.
          Hell, maybe he had been a bad influence on Scully over the past decade. Maybe she simply didn’t remember how to relax anymore! But there were plenty of things to do in Bermuda. Scuba diving, sailing, water skiing, horseback riding--all kinds of energetic sports for an energetic FBI agent.
          Damn it, though, the Joint Council hadn’t traveled to Antarctica with him. They’d never been abducted, or infected with that deadly virus. They hadn’t suffered a mental or physical breakdown from being exposed to alien metal fragments. They hadn’t seen the results of the Alien Bounty Hunter’s deadly work. They didn't understand!
          The answers were all out there, just beyond his fingertips!
          When he and Scully returned from this little enforced vacation, they’d find a way to pull the last puzzle pieces together. And then their illustrious government would be forced to accept the truth. The whole truth. And nothing but the truth.
          God help them all!
 

 

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